A Swift Change of Direction

Amazing how in the space of a few days, everything that you have built up can just come crashing down around you.

You've gone backwards and your stuck somewhere you don't want to be stuck in.

And no amount of boozing and chatting can make you get past the fact that there is really nothing worth your effort any more.

You've spent too long putting effort into things that yield no rewards. There's never anything to be found at the end of all the hard work and toil.

Something positive, something to acknowledge that you tried so fucking hard, that you did your best, is what you hope for.

You're pretty sure you won't get that.

Always Surprised

Just when you think you hate something as much as you can possibly imagine.... it goes and shows another facet that makes you hate it even more.

What a load of old fucking shit.

Hope Is A Fickle Thing

So 2010....well, all I have to give you so far is a swift flick of the middle finger. You, 2010, promised so much but unfortunately you have delivered very little. A job, yes, but not an enjoyable one. I have yet to get a haircut or a pair of jeans.

The only thing this year has given me so far is two new bras and a bus pass.

So come on sir....buck up your ideas. Throw a little joy and relaxtion my way otherwise I will royally fuck you up.

Decision...

I need to book a docs appointment for Tuesday.......if I remember.

:/

Fllllaaaaaaarrggh

Bottoms up.

Cod and Beef

After a, quite frankly, crap year that was 2009, I am hoping for better things in this frst year of a new decade. A job being high on that list, above a new haircut, some jeans and a new bra.

Hopefully, I will keep a closer eye on this damn thing too. But because I'm such a boring and uninsightful entity, I doubt there will be too much to write about.

So I give you this video containing my new favourite saying..."I will not eat the pissy biscuit."